This is more to me, then to you. I find myself, then lose myself, only to find myself once again. This time I can't seem to find myself, or is it that I don't want to find myself. I know I am not a regular blogger, heck, I barely speak to most of you here. I just find it difficult to keep up with writing, considering all the things going on in my life. For those interested......I just survive from day to day. I am happy one mintue and not the next. I know goddess watches over me, and protects me. Yet, I feel with all that I am doing both magikally, and personally....I that my Battery is drained, and that I am just a husk. No I am not depressed, just Dazed, and drained. If anyone has any suggestions. Please feel free to send them to me.
Now, here it's july and I been not here. I just been too wrapped up on so many projects. Now it takes the rememberence of a Day. A day that I used to love just like everyone else. Now it's just a pain...a pain I just can't get rid of. It's the 4th of july, America's independence. Well needless to say, my father always joked he would go out with a bang, well he did. What made it worse is the fact, that I was too far away to say goodbye, and then had little time to deal with the issues left behind by him. It's been a few years now, yet it still bugs me. It keeps interfere with my life. just so all can somewhat get why. I loved my dad, and still do, but I plan to really have at him. After that I will pick him up and give him a hug. Magikally speaking I am at a crossroads of what the goddess wants me to do next. Hope everyone is doing great!
For those who might wonder where I been... I gone hunting. No not actually hunting...I can not stand that. More like Fixing stupidties. Not only my own but for others as well. I removed old spells I have cast that I no longer need, repleaced, or even undo them all together. I have found and remodified spells friends have casted. To either make stronger, or to remind them that if this is what they truely want, be prepared for the good and the bad of it. I also try to take those spells and basically flag them so they get the attention they need. I can channel energy, so it makes things interesting at times. Not saying I manipulate more like modify either make it stronger of weaker depending. Okay now I know a few of you might have questions, So Please Ask. I will give you motre details if you ask. Blessed Be. Lonewolf
Wanting all my friends here on covenspace to have a Blessed Ostara. Now that being said....on to the insanity portion of the program...lol J/K. Lately Life has had it's ups and downs...just like every one else's. Now I tried to downplay or duck some of my responiblities, both magically and otherwise. Now I have decided to step up. Yes, this is a good thing, well for me atleast. So be on the lookout, I will be having major shifts in the works. For those of you who know me......be prepared, cause you know what it entails. For those who do not..just know that things will change, and yet will not be overly shocking. I will do my best not to offened anyone, but if I do please let me know....so I can do my best to clear and fix those offences. Now that being said....I am not the type of guy to be always right..or wrong...I want to be respected for my Thoughts, and Ideas. By doing so I will be respectful to yours as well. We all follow our own pathes. We each have our own beliefs, and our own way of doing things, so let's be who we are and just give the Goddess and God ourselves, and they will guide us on.
Warning if you don't like raw humor then you will not like this, not for children!!! Yes, I love this comedian, and he makes me laugh. Believe me I love this stuff. I need this humor. besides with all the chaos lately...I needed the break...lol. If this offends you I am sorry!!!
