Now, here it's july and I been not here. I just been too wrapped up on so many projects. Now it takes the rememberence of a Day. A day that I used to love just like everyone else. Now it's just a pain...a pain I just can't get rid of. It's the 4th of july, America's independence. Well needless to say, my father always joked he would go out with a bang, well he did.  What made it worse is the fact, that I was too far away to say goodbye, and then had little time to deal with the issues left behind by him. It's been a few years now, yet it still bugs me. It keeps interfere with my life. just so all can somewhat get why. I loved my dad, and still do, but I plan to really have at him. After that I will pick him up and give him a hug. Magikally speaking I am at a crossroads of what the goddess wants me to do next. Hope everyone is doing great!